in sch now yea? =) lesson's pretty alright bahx. just lesson lor.. nth much anywae.. hehe.. so juz gonna update on the ivp.. =)


went for the guy's 1st and 2nd match.. um.. they were kinda depressed/demoralised.. but heys.. i hope tt they will be better for the following 2 matches! and remember.. beat NYP wor~ ^^ and dan i hope tt dear can realli get over his stress.. i noe he can do it de wor.. dun panic ok? =)


also went for the girl's 1st and 2nd match.. haha.. they put in their best le.. jia you wor~ u all can do it de! ;) went to eat with the gers after the 1st match.. haha.. took some pics.. and had loads of fun on the way home with phloy, zhijun, xiaode and mel.. hehe.. ^^ was jus luffing all the way from tampiness to jurong.. wahaha.. ^^ and i really enjoyed myself tt day.. thx wor~ actually i dunno wat to blog bout the ivp.. haha..


oh oh!! i returned TP's ball to my ou xiang.. haha.. (^^)V happy~ actually.. little things can be so meaningful in it's every way! =) so everyone can just hope for the little little things and when u get big big things, dan can be super happi.. wahhaa.. laming ard.. dun even understand wat i'm writing.. nvm.. =P


anyway, been playing vball recently.. even went for the girls training on MON! haha.. it's jus so so nice to be back.. haha.. although initially i was picking up balls rather dan playing.. LOL. i dun mind though. =) and.. the more important reason y i went back was cuz bk leaving le. gonna miss him wor~ was even missing him when I left the team. haa.. =) well well... dunno lahx... >.<


still not very happy about everything. dunno wat tt everything is.. but.. just not as happy as the past. tt's all i noe.


was thinking of changing blog add... maybe i'll do it... maybe... maybe not...

was listening to Simple Plan's 'Welcome to My Life' last nite. i heard the part which really relates to me. and so i went to view the lyrics. and the whole song seems so... me.


Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you


hais.. and this is what i'm really feel this past few weeks.. on and off..


anywae, yesterday was hari raya haji.. public holiday. =) went People's Park to walk.. they had juz opened up the shops cuz tt time the building was under renovation. =) quite spacious. went OG after tt.. haha.. so many ppl sia~ =) but nv stayed realli long cuz was with my grandmother.. dan she cannot walk/stand for long.. so reach home ard 6+ pm. well, basically nothing much bahx.. ^-^


getting fustrated easily recently.. so betta dun come and disturb me with ur evil intentions.

it's drifting further and further away..
sometimes i juz cannot take it anymore..
why must the outcome be this?
i hate it.
stop it.
it hurts.
nothing's goin rite anymore.

suddenly.. i feel that actualli my parents dun like me.. i dunno how to got to tt conclusion.. i guess was thru lots of thinking.. i feel.. i'm always in the wrong. 1 little thing i do which is wrong could lead to me being scolded.. but my brothers.. i dun think so.. haix.. or am i seeing it from another perspective? hmm.. i'm nt sure.. but. anywae, even my aunts say tt my mother is bias towards my little brother.. and i feel that it's true.. to a certain extent. at least i noe i dun feel loved as much as my little brother does. haizzzzzz

it's his sis's ROM yesterday. =) so went over to Spans to meet him cuz he having his training there in the morning.. dan when i was leaving house, it started raining.. so took cab over.. dan me and the cabbie uncle was trying to figure out where to turn in to reach spans from balestier.. so was like.. turning round and round.. haha!! =P dan finally we reach.. *phew* lucky nv get lost.. haha!! dan went to the court.. and i saw bk!! omg~ happie to see him sia~ so so long le.. and yes! i saw the vball gers as well.. =) hehe.. dan the guys were having match with AJC.. so me and da eeling went to play vball at the corridoor outside the court.. haha.. played for quite sometime b4 the ball flew down and fell into the swimming pool.. lucky it wasn't veri far away.. still a reachable distance.. haha!! =) dan after tt nv play le.. scared scared.. haha.. =) dan.. after thr guy's match, played vball for a while with meiwei.. haha.. it's been so so long yea? =) enjoyed it sia~


so after he debrief finish, dan we left spans.. his parents picking us up at the SPC station along balestier road.. dan reach his house, he bathe dan fell asleep.. at atd 1:45pm dan we left in his father's car to fort canning.. hehe.. saw his little cousin when we reach.. haha.. dan chatted a bit.. and finally, after some time, his sis came!! haha.. she's pretty sia~ =) and of cuz her bf.. or shld say is husband? haha.. he look handsome too! um... dan heard the marriage vows.. haha.. touching sia~ haha.. at least i think so.. =P after tt went to hotel phoenix. had buffet over there.. keke.. yummy~ took some pics over there oso.. =) dan i played with balloons.. played with his 2 little cousin. keke..

hehe.. how many 18 yr old will go and play with balloons and little kids? haha.. =P i'm entertaining them.. haha!!


after tt went for walk around Plaza.. dan jiu went home... =) he isn't feeling well.. so i had to ask him to go see doctor today! haiz... kid..

i went shopping today!! went with ying.. hehe.. went far east.. went to see qin first.. keke.. =) um... so we walk ard far east.. i bought 2 skirt & 2 top in the end.. hehe.. ying bought tops and bottoms too! couldn't remember how many she bought.. anywae, i spent 100 over bucks! so it's the first time i spent so much within a day.. haha.. but dan once in a while bahx.. somemore new year coming.. dan i got new clothes~ haha!! ^^ happy~


oh! dan yesterday had popiah at home.. =) i helped with the preparations of the popiah!! haha.. so so happy~ keke.. dan my mother chatted with ying and my uncle and aunts till ard 1am!! haha.. but dan funny though.. and seldom we get to see them stayed till so late.. haha.. =) must cherish the time we spent.. ^^


tml sch's reopening... kinda happy kinda scared though.. nt sure why.. even though i noe tt it's rather lame.. haha!! =) but, looking forward to seeing all my frenz.. keke.. i love all of them! XD