Sunday, October 15, 2017 ♥
late night rants ♥ 2:11 AM
sometimes..
maybe sometimes or most of the times i am pushing people away..
no one can understand me, not even when i dun understand myself..
i doubt things/people but yet choose to give them the benefit of the doubt..
i really dunno what is it that i want.
am i really happy?
under that smile, that laughter, am i really, truly feeling happy deep inside me?
well, sometimes i dunno anymore..
sometimes i just wanna hide away..
i just wanna curl up and cry somewhere, hoping that someone will notice and finally make me see things in another way..
was supposed to meet today but yet, another disappointment.
it was already expected..
but yet, still feeling unhappy about it.
can i really trust whatever that was said?
maybe i should stop.