oh my god!
i'm so excited..
tml is baby's bday.. ^^
i got him a present already..
just not sure whether he will like it anot..
>.<
let's hope bahs!


and 1 more week till my last day at ttsh! =)
ums.. leaving ttsh means leaving all my friends..
tt's is 1 part which i will be sad bout..
but i'm happy at the tot tt i'm leaving bme..
haha!!
seriously, it doesn't suit me..
even 1 of the sister also say so!
haha!!
=D

Went for dinner with my colleagues..
Kinda like a farewell dinner la..
But is between ourselves..
Cause we are the younger generation..
Lol..
Dinner at united square's swensen..
Gonna be having a farewell lunch with my other colleagues.
But i dun think many ppl will be going ba...?
^^


New job will mean lesser meetup with baby..
Time spent will be lesser too..
I will miss him sia..
It's like..
Every week meet once..
That's sth I have to get used to..
From last time everyday meet...
Till maybe few times per week..
To the coming one week once..
Oh well..
And if i start school, I think the time will be even lesser cause I dun think he'll look for me after lessons or anything..
Oh well..
I guess i can only try to get used to it ba..
=(

I'm thinking wat to buy for baby for his bday..
There are some ideas inside my head now but..
Everything's nt finalize yet..
Does anyone have any brilliant ideas?
Lol..


Most probably going for dinner with my colleagues after work..
After I leave ttsh wun be seeing them often le..
Will miss talking to them though..
And I realise tt ever since Frederick got to noe tt I tendered,
He's easier and nicer to talk to..
Strange..
Or is it cause he has proven tt he's the survival among all?
Nt sure though.. :)
But nvm la..
Nt my prob anyway..


I'm excited at the tot tt I'm leaving ttsh but also feel kinda scared..
Excited cause I dun have to deal with technical stuffs and I found a job which is near my hse and related to wat I'm going to study..
But worried cause I'm leaving a place where I have so many friends and a familiar environment..
But sure in able to cope well..
Gambateh!!

i wrote sth last night but everything was gone.
hmms..
so i'm not gonna write much today..
mainly cause i'm kinda lazy today.. ^^


anyway,
baby was super sweet yesterday when i met him..
it's been 1 wk since i last saw him.. =)
well, at least to me i think tt he was esp sweet lahs.. hees..
if only everytime can be the same as yesterday..


well, so...
yesterday was my last sat..
cause my new wk place is 5 day work week..
woohoo!
looking forward to it.. ^^


and i din manage to buy any office wear yesterday like wat was initially planned.. =(
nvm.. i still have time left..
but..
baby's bday is this coming week and i dunno wat to get him!
argh~
HELP!
oh well..


going pasar malam later!!
been so long since my hse here have pasar malam..
i wanna eat so many things!
muahaha!!

I am so pathetic..
Reason?
I just did a check and found tt I have only $1+ in my acc..
-.-"
Have to wait for pay to come in before I can do anything..
Omg!


Anyway I went to look for Mr James before I start work..
When I saw him, he say he want to date me..
Ended up he brought me to kopitiam..
He treat me to breakfast!
Dan ask my reason for leaving and whether am I confirm leaving..
After tt mini interview was over, went back to work..
And he already told Frederick tt I tendered..
So when I came up,
Fred was asking 你认输了啊?
Of course not..
I just din like technical..
I dun suppose tt is admitting defeat ba..
I told him I'm going to study..
And he somehow tot I'm studying biomedical..


Went out to look for things and saw my vendor..
So stayed with them to chit chat and also to see wat the problem was with the equipment..
So I was practically out of the office the whole morning!
:)


So I dun think my sun k session might be going on..
Unless changes can be made ba..
Cause 1 of my colleague can only make it for sat..
Oh well.. see how..

yes!
i finally spoke to baby..
miss him so much..
glad he's feeling better though.. =)


tendered my resignation today..
wanna hand in to mr james but he kept saying dun wan.. -.-"
but in the end i left it on his desk cause he went to NHG 1 health..
ums..
i guess it has to be accepted de bahs!
now..
i am left with informing frederick..
dunno how to break the news to him..
oh well..
still have to do it..
cause even if i dun, he will still noe..


was chatting with mr yeow and mr jason after work when i went b2 to look for mr james..
stayed and chat till ard 7:30 before i left..
well, can say tt the place is very politic..
but..
ppl support my decision to study management..


on another hand,
baby's bookig out tml! =D
yippie!
wonder if i can meet him tml.. ^^
let's hope so..
baby say he's going to bring me to buy more office wear..
erm..
cause my wardrobe is so pathetic..
LOL!
lala~
i'm looking forward to fri & sat..


and well, might be meeting my colleagues for k session on sun..
but not confirm yet! =)

Yesterday's chat didn't end quite well..
Maybe I shldn't hsve brought up the matter..
But..
Since already say le,
No choice ba..
Just hope everything's fine ba..

Anyway, baby is sick today..
Having fever..
Wun be talking to him le..
Just hope he get well soon.. >.<

On a lighter note..
I got the job!!
That hr administrator de job..
They got back to me after work and said they are hiring me!!
Woohoo...
gonna tender resignation tml..
But I'm starting at the new workplace on the 10th may..
Hope everything will be ok for me.. ^^

Now.. how do I break the news to Mr Frederick?
Hmm..
And I have to wait till tml before I can let baby noe..
I so wanna tell him earlier.. :(

But still, hope he get well soon ba!!

Countdown to meeting baby in 3 days.. :)

I miss baby..:)
Everyday I only get to talk to him for ard 10mins before he goes off to bed..
Haiz...
But at least things are pretty ok between us. :)
That is something worth being happy bout ba..

Anyway, some of the people who have seen my new hair thinks tt I look cute!
Which is true cause I am!
Lol..
Damn bhb..
Anyway, others just think tt I 受到刺激..
Haha..

Lunch time soon..
But I'm actually thinking of dinner..
I got the craving for pastamania..
Lol..
Baby still owe me 1 pastamania treat..
Shall redeem it frm him soon!!
Haha..
But nw I can only countdown to lunch Dan to dinner..
SO LONG!!
but.. oh well.. nth I can do..

Countdown to meeting baby in 4 days.. ^^

It's official..
I'm in love...
Yes!! You heard it right..
I'm in LOVE... with my 2 drs! Lol..
People who has been working with me in cc noes tt I love my Dr chuah..:)
He isn't young but I just love him as much..
So recently I have a new addition..
It's a Dr whom I see quite often in ot..
Dr loo-shi..:)
He's really nice..
Not young either but very friendly..
The best thing is.. I dun really have to liase with him for anything..
But he remembers my name!!
If he sees me, he'll call me..
But most of the time I'm too happy to remember to ans him!!
Haha..
Both dr are senior consultant but still very nice..
Dun have the 'ba qi' some other drs have..:)
Even though Dr loo-shi is head of some dept which I forgot..
He is just as nice..
Drs!! I Love you..

But of course baby comes first..:)
No mstter hw much I love both drs..^^

i saw baby yesterday! :D
baby yesterday night book out..
but i went over to his hse to wait for him first..
but before tt,
met my bro @ jurong point cause i nid to help baby buy some stuffs..
dan after tt ard 7pm like tt left for baby's hse..
throughout the whole journey was feeling kinda sick..
think cause my nose was irritated by dust when i was packing stuffs to go baby's hse stayover.. =)


so.. slept over at baby's hse..
he snatched the blanket halfway thru sleeping as usual..
plus!
he took over majority of the bed too!
but all these are as usual lahs..
and so..
as usual i woke up earlier dan him..
and this time round,
i woke up, brushed my teeth and woke him up!
haha..
i'm not gonna let him slp more cause TIME IS LIMITED!


so.. slacked till time for baby to leave for camp..
took cab to pick up 2 of his friend and dan headed for my hse..
so now, baby's in camp..
waiting for him to call me though.. =)


anyway,
i told baby my feelings/thoughts on him and her..
and baby said tt there's nth between them..
not tt i dun believe but all along i just felt tt he might still have feelings for her..
not sure why but i will have this feeling..
but after today,
maybe i'll feel better..
maybe not..
but tt depends.. =)
but at least i cleared up this knot tt i have inside my heart since so long ago.. =)
and now,
let COUNTDOWN!


countdown to meeting baby in 6 days.. =)

i have officially cut my hair..
din wan it this short..
but it became this short anyway..
now i look different.. >.<
wonder if it's gd or bad..
hmms..

went for job interview this morning..
and it is confirmed tt everytime i go for interview,
it rains..
not sure why but this IS the case..
i hope i can get the job..
seriously..
it's for HR Admministrator and is at Joo Koon..
quite near my hse though..
but i was late for the interview this morning..
walked the wrong way and in the end i was late by 15 mins!
but..
hopefully..
*cross fingers*

so well,
i might/might not be seeing baby tomorrow..
will depends on his camp..
cause he says might book out tml..
if not will be sun already!
=(
i miss him..
only able to really talk to him in the night..
but nvm..
i'll look forward to seeing him over the weekends! ^^

countdown to meeting him in 1 day.. =)

i'm upset again..
i guess this is my problem bahs.. =(

I've decided to find a day and find a time to talk to baby bout us..
I noe he wun like it but it beats having to guess everything and keeping it to myself..
And I also wanna clear any misunderstanding that we might have..
But not so soon ba..

Anyway, i wanna go on leave..
Thinking of taking Thursday and Friday off..
Can shun bian do my hair and also iron my clothes..
I wanna sleep!!

Anyway.. its mid week already..
Soon will be the day to meet baby le..
Looking forward..^^

Countdown to meeting baby in 4 or 10 days..

*yawns*
I'm so damn sleepy..
Surprise surprise!
Saw Benjamin in the train this morning...
And a even bigger surprise was receiving a msg from him saying: dun sleep in the train..
Lol.. Dan I realise he was standing near the door...:)
Been some time since last saw him..

Was chatting with lee online last night..
Was regarding sat upset de stuffs..
Halfway thru I got upset again..

Baby called me shortly after..
We chat and I miss him so much..
But can sense he was very tired..
After awhile ask him go slp..

I'm planning to go cut and rebond my hair this week..
Either Thursday or Friday ba! :)

Anyway, today meeting the jie meis for dinner..
But before that I'm going to prinsep hse for an interview..
Hopefully is sth I wan..
Dun wanba stay in my dept already..

Oh ya.. baby's birthday is coming..
Wat present shld I get him?
Hopefully I can plan sth out..>.<

Haiz Haiz...

Countdown to seeing baby in 5 or 11 days..^^

i can't help it..
when i see tt he has some outings tt he might/will be attending..
and then i see tt particular someone going too..
i just think alot..
can't help it but brain keeps thinking..
i dunno y after so long..
i still get this feeling..
suddenly, i find myself so useless..
tears rolling down..
=(

Today is the first day baby went reservist..
There's nth I can do other then to countdown to the day whereby I can see him..
So...
Let's COUNTDOWN!

anyway, going to look for arwen with ellen later after work..
going for dinner with the jie meis of Elise wedding tml after work..
Gonna be at the glasshouse at PS..
Having fish & co.

Hmm.. nowadays, my time is more flexible..
cause nt always meeting baby..
So I got more free time..
Nt say I meet him everyday Dan I dun have the time but cause I'll push away everything just to meet him everyday..
But nw, dun have le..
He change job and cause the job more demanding, we dun really meet everyday already..
But.. it is for the gd of his future..
So.. I will support him!!
Haha..

I guess I'm just too bored at work..
LOL! ^^

Countdown to meeting him in either 6 or 12 days.. :)

I'm watching a Chinese event over at serangoon here..
They invite the deities up..
today is the second part..
But I'm just too hot..
cannot take it.. zzz..

Anyway, baby is going back for reservist tomorrow..
Gonna be missing him so much..>.<
So today is actually the last day to spend with him before his reservist tml..
But he choose to watch the event instead..
Which means lesser time spent with him!!
But i dunno how to tell him not to watch cause he is enjoying himself..
Haiz...
Maybe cause these kinda things I've seen before quite s few times le that's why its nth different ba..
Oh well..
Guess i just have to wait till the event is over or at least till he says he wanna go...
Whichever comes first..
:S

Baby was initially sleeping..
But I woke him up..
Now he's awake!! ^^

it's april already!
baby's going back to reservist real soon!!
wun be able to see him for the whole of next week bahs..
actually his reservist is for ard 2wks..
so the worst scenario is tt i wun be able to see him for 2weeks..
haiz..
my vitamin b gonna be gone for 2wks...
hopefully will be able to see him during the weekends bahs..
even if it's just for a little while..
=)




baby, i'll miss u so so much!