Tuesday, October 20, 2020 ♥
走 ♥ 11:39 PM
我想走了
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anyone cared? ♥ 2:58 AM
no one asked me how i feel
no one asked me how i am
with all the issues at home
with the current work setting
with things between us which is not going the way it shld have
i really just wanna fade out and hide away
maybe its time for me to go
between us,
i tot i have already let go of him
but everytime,
everytime i see him,
everytime i see the post he left..
it stirs sth inside me.
but we are never getting back again.
at home,
the dad always blamed the mum on why things are like this but has he ever stop and wondered why?
it takes 2 to clap.
but he only saw the fault in others
and dan when he kept coming to me to complaint, to scold my mum, it adds on to the invisible stress/pressure that i feel from the both of them.
we dun wan to take sides.
we just wan to be neutral cause afterall, this is between the both of them.
and yet, the dad is asking us to stand on his side instead of my mum
why cant we be neutral?
arghhhh
Tuesday, October 06, 2020 ♥
how? ♥ 1:07 AM
has anyone ever asked me how i felt?
has anyone ever asked me if im stressed?
what about my temporary accommodation?
what is gonna happen?