Friday, May 01, 2020 ♥
its me ♥ 8:10 PM
i wonder is it cause we nv meet?
or is it because of all the things he said/complained?
or maybe that he got himself into a even deeper debt?
or was it just me?
i feel like feelings is starting to burn out slowly.
honestly, im ok with not meeting for the past 1 month.
it's like...
it doesnt hurt me as much as it hurt him.
or maybe not at all..?
rather, i feel quite relaxed.
was it that i needed time away from him?
hais...
honestly i feel that the moment i heard that he got scammed, i was quite shocked.
wanted to scold but dan, i understand that he might have felt even worse.
how can i trust the decisions he makes in the future?
maybe im abit harsh to say that...
but....
hais......
and dan.. sometimes i feel, he probably still doesnt really understand me..
but.. can't blame him isnt it?
and i guess, at the end of the day, its me.
problem probably lies with me.