been happy recently.. for reasons i dunno why.. haha!! ^-^


let's see.. went out with peifen on sat. initially was to go for job interview.. but in the end nv.. haa!! -.-" dan met her at suntec.. walked ard fountain of wealth several rounds before goin into burger king for lunch.. haha.. =D we actually walked for ard half and hr before settling down.. hmm.. dan walked ard suntec.. basically suntec has got nth much lor.. haha.. so we went marina sq cause we din wanna go home so earli.. haha.. and at marina.. i bought a short from newbie.. i just couldn't get it out of my mind lah.. so decided to go back and buy lor.. and i bought the white one. cuz white looks better on me! =D we even took pic while changing sia~ XD but hor.. buy le happy but at the same time heart pain.. haha.. 40bucks eh!! >.< but.. haiz.. nvm lahx.. =) once in a while.. dan peifen bought a black top and a myuk de bag? can tt be considered as a bag? hmms.. haha.. =) but was so happy tt day.. and tt peifen.. see me le keep laughing.. omg~ i think she get high when she go out with me.. haha.. but we kinda chatted alot lor.. over lunch.. =D i love her!! *muacks*



peifen and me when i'm wearing the green short



peifen and me when i'm wearing the white short


dan yesterday which was sunday, stayed home in the morning and afternoon but went out ard evening.. cause was benjamin's bdae yea? dan meet up with kenny earlier.. dan tt guy.. meet him 5pm outside popular.. i reach le nv see him so went into popular.. dan chat with bryan.. dan guess where is he? he standing beside aries looking at ppl playing soccer.. wah~ how am i supposed to see him there sia~ toopid.. but yea.. as usual, we scolded each other upon meeting.. i think tt's our greeting sia~ LOL.. dan discussed and slack at library.. till ard 6:45pm or so dan leave.. haha.. dan hor.. our planning abit fail lahx.. -.-" zzz.. the cake din come as a surprise yea? but at least the present did.. haha.. dan we took pic, ate and dan left for IMM.. went IMM shop.. dan tt stupid kenny.. keep saying the shirt looking at me.. calling me to buy.. -.-" dan while the both of us are arguing.. benjamin just stood and listen.. he keep laughing sia~ issit realli so funni? but anywae, yesterday hope was fun for tt birthday boy.. haha!!



the birthday boy, benjamin



the three of us.. benjamin, me and kenny



what's left of the cake



what's left of our dinner


and now.. i'm with my dear.. came to accompany him.. cuz hor.. he's been stressing too much on his fyp.. i just hope he dun give me face to see or wat can liaox.. heees!

today was supposed to be a wonderful day.. i'm so happy today.. had lots of fun in sch.. on the way to sch, in sch and after sch..


basically, was joking all the way since morning till ard 6+ 7pm.. i try to stay happy cuz i love smiling/laughing.. ^-^ the rockstar is happy.. lame-ed alot.. and all of them just can't stand me.. haha.. =)


today's applied chem changed fac.. had tt helen lim.. cuz our fac was sick.. and hor.. ever since after 1st meeting which ended ard 9am, everyone started to complain about her.. everyone except shouqing.. yea.. so everyone was thinking whether or not to pon sch.. but in the end everyone stayed.. haha!! and i met my usual gang which includes huimin, jeffrey, bert, cherilyn, kenny and peifen.. but peifen din wanna go down.. had breakfast.. and today was the 2nd time i could not finish my lo mai kai.. hmm.. went back class.. and still lamed a lot during our toilet break.. and we(rockstar;me, balletstar;huimin & pornstar/toiletstar;shiling) took pic in class..



huimin drew the word 'rockstar' on my hand



i drew the word 'balletstar' on huimin's hand



me and shiling



me and huimin


there isn't any pornstar/toiletstar drawn cuz shiling din wan to be xia suayed.. haha.. and there is this video where balletstar tried to act crying.. but the outcome was so funny sia~ shall not upload here.. bleahz!! and i noe i dun look nice in the picture.. but who cares!! the important thing is to have FUN! double bleahz!!


had lunch with dear.. i knew he was stressing with his fyp, pp, volleyball, ut and even the problem for the day.. so i tried to cheer him up.. and while waiting for him, i wrote something.. like a letter.. passed it to him when i met him.. he din seem too happy.. kinda sad but din wanna show it.. arbo later add on to him being stress.. dan went to buy lunch.. seated down & see him eat.. i din eat cuz kinda full.. dan went bookshop.. bought smarties.. 1 for him and 1 for me.. told him he can only eat 2 when he's happy and 1 when he's sad.. dan he send me back.. throughout talking to him during lunch.. i tried to cheer him up.. but it seems no matter what i do, he can't be cheered up.. it's like.. smile liao.. dan frown again.. dunno ar.. dan, i try not to think too much into it..


3rd meeting.. everyone noes this fac veri long winded.. dan when she ask whether anyone has got ut, faizal said for his case, he got.. -.-" haha.. liar.. um.. but white lies dun hurt.. haha.. and dan shouqing said he had to leave at 4pm cuz he got to work. haha!! and yes.. our lesson did end ard 4pm.. *whew* everyone was getting so restless lor.. >.< partly also cause we din like this fac.. she had a certain attitude which pisses ppl off.. so, cannot blame us.


haiz.. and dan, after sch.. i din went home with dear.. part of the reason oso cuz he sprained his ankle during training tt day.. and also, to give him more time to do his work.. cuz he's been saying he's got no time mahx.. haiz.. so when i reach home, i forgot to call him.. cuz i reach home ard 7+pm.. but i was bathing when i realise i forgot.. so when i came out, just nice he called.. dan i was saying i forgot to call him and that i bathe finish le.. dan he like... not happy cuz he was worried for me.. ok.. so i understand.. but at tt point of time when he sort of scolded me, i felt so sad sia.. i nearly cried.. but i din say anything.. cuz i noe i was at fault oso mah.. i kept quiet.. dan after tt he talked to me in a light tone.. so i started blabbering about what happen.. and dan, he gave me a really sian tone.. obviously i wasn't too happy about it. i mean.. i was already not happy le.. dan still like tt.. if nt interested in having a chat with me happily dan dun do it in the first place.. and so, my mood went all the way down.. and before long, i cried. i din really wanna cry.. but tears just welled up in my eye.. wat u expect me to do? and so, i've got no mood to chat with him at all.. and when i stop, tears started again.. i dun even understand what made me cry. and i wished i noe.. zzz.. but yea.. my mood just totally off.. and so, my happy day had to turn into a moody day in the end.. haiz.. oh well.. tml will be a better day? i hope..


but sth to cheer me up a bit.. got this 1 auntie said i look sweet.. tt's so nice of her rite? when i was browsing thru sth.. -.-" haha.. but hack lah.. oh yea.. i saw this gio de shorts and jeans which is really nice.. at least i think.. hees.. um... will update again if i forgot to put sth in..


and i tried to censor some parts away.. but if it still makes u jealous dan i've got nth more to say..

i'm back to blog!! =)


so i think i've already blog the part where i'm sick.. hmm.. so i'm better now but still coughing quite a bit for now.. and ever since i got sick, i've been sleeping so earli.. i can be sleeping at ard 7+ 8pm!! omg.. siao liao.. hehe.. um.. and my frenz around me are falling sick one after another. hmm.. my fault mah? hao bah.. everyone take care wor~ ^-^


hmm.. i'm gonna have 3 UT in a row.. and i think my uts are GONE!! i think i'm gonna fail my UT3.. sian.. somebody help me!! >.<


basically i dunno wat to blog.. i'm just blabbering about watever comes into my mind.. argh~ oh well..




i'm getting excited!! ^-^ hees..

i changed skin!! haha.. nt sth i did but i think it's nice and i think my previous one sucks.. so.. i changed. haha. =) maybe till i can think of sth fabulous. hmms.. =) and i've got so much things to blog. but just lazy.. i'll blog when i'm nt lazy.. bleahz!

omg~ i've got fever!! today is the 2nd day liaox.. yesterday in sch already nt feeling well le.. hmms.. been feeling cold in class.. even after wearing 2 jacket, i'm still cold sia~ omg~ so dear send me home by cab after lesson yesterday.. he said he regretted nt skipping training to bring me go see doc straight away cuz iwas having super high fever.. maybe nt super high la.. but my temperature when i measured at home was 39.3 deg. !! so high sia~ dan slp for a while and woke up at 7+ to go see doc. before goin down my temp was 38.6 deg. sth like tt la.. dan waited for my turn in the clinic.. and when it was my turn, my fever already gone.. -.-" so i tot i was alright le.. took some med, dan went to bed. but was so difficult to fall asleep..


so today i went dear's hse... hmm.. slpt at his house.. and morning when I woke up, i realised my fever came back again!! 38.7 like tt.. omg~ dan slp throughout at his hse.. wat to do? wasn't feeling well.. so he took care of me.. and initialli he din noe i got fever cuz he says my leg veri warm.. veri wen nuan.. cuz he on his air-con.. untill he touched me dan he realise i've got fever.. -.-" haha.. dan i think he realli bu fang xin wo.. hmm.. but now my fever goin down le.. i hope tml wun have fever le bahx.. haiz.. i'm feeling so slpy sia~ zzz..


maybe i'm sleep earli today.. hmms.. we'll see bahx.. :)

everything's changing now.. and i mean everything.. everything to me is not the same anymore.. even my rm changed.. my rm's layout changed.. have i changed??


for someone who doesn't like changes, i have to cope with so much changes.. mayb it's just 3 or 4 changes.. but it's alot to me le.. u can say tt i'm weak. i dun deny..


and fyi.. i hate guys who go into a relationship just to forget tt special someone in their heart. i think it's mean of them to do tt cuz it is really unfair to the other party. but i guess, these kinda things are unavoidable.. hmm.. i wonder.. oh well.. dwelling on it too much gives me white hair.. and i like my hair colour now so i wun wan to get white hair anytime soon.. haha!! problems, BEGONE!!

hmm.. i'm supposed to be in sch till at least ard 4pm de.. BUT, naughty stomach.. so.. in the end came back during the 2nd breakout.. so i reached home ard 1pm+ and dear accompanied me home.. and he say i MUST eat sth.. so we decided to go buy my lunch before he send me home.. and guess wat was my lunch?



ta-dah!! nasi lemak!!


dan after tt he went back sch le.. cuz he oso got UT later in the afternoon.. =) all the best!


ard 3+pm, mummy asked mi to bring my younger brother to tuition.. hmms... so bo bian.. had to bring him go.. somemore nid to take bus sia~ lazy to travel. haiz.. and dan ard 5+pm, I had to go and bring him back.. argh~ nt feeling well still got to do these.. hmm.. i guess can't be help.. who call me eldest huh? haha!! it's ok.. once in a while.. i still can take it! ;)


oh yea.. thx for the m&m mini in the morning.. hee.. and dun forget.. u still owe me 10 over tubes of it! hehe.. *bleahz*

hmms...


i'm online right now.. thinking what should i blog.. hmms...


so, yesterday i watched finish er mo zai shen bian.. although the show kinda old liao.. i noe i'm lag.. but, nvm.. used to it.. hehe.. so i watched.. and i cried.. so much tt my eyes was puffy and my nose was red. haha!! but it's a really nice show.. hehe.. how i wish those really sweet scenes was happening in real life.. but dan again, it's impossible.. hehe. i wish.. i wish.. but... even though i hope, i like my life now.. other dan... heee...


anywae, today is the 2nd wed where i went to sch alone wor~ i mean take train alone.. haha.. it isn't tt bad actualli.. i get to sit down and realli listen to my songs.. ^-^ it's kinda peaceful.. i can show any expressions i wan.. look anywhere i wan.. hee.. =)

woke up at ard 9:10am.. dan had my breakfast..


honey star!!


met up with fen at station.. dan waited a while for cherilyn. but she was late so she asked us to leave first.. dan reach sch le, waited for a while longer till cherilyn comes.. dan we went library.. now the library got a new cafe!! haha.. got pool table somemore.. =) hmm.. but the table are rather short and the the seats are higher dan the table.. LOL.. =) hmms.. and.. i saw JAMES!! haha.. so happy.. been seeing him quite often recently.. hees..


so, we did our fyp.. hmm.. i did sth today wor~ i wasn't slacking as much as before.. at least it's an improvement.. haha!! ^-^


after fyp went Jurong West with dear.. dan i brought him to eat western.. cuz he say he wanna eat mahx.. hehe.. dan we ate.. and now i'm so full.. hees.. =)


omg~ i'm just so addicted to m&m now.. argh~ hah.. but it's really nice to munch on eh.. can't blame me.. lala~



m&m crispy



m&m minis