Haven been updating cause when I reach home I'm practically playing fb games!!
Haha!!
So now I'm doing it on my way to work!!
Anyway, nth much to update also..
Dear went Thailand..
So nw I'm pretty much bored here alone..
But it's ok!!
I'll endure till he comes back to me!!
Gonna be meeting sec sch friends today!!
They are actually quite fun!!
A pretty much unexpected mix of people who happens to blend very well!!
Well, I'll be back later!! :)

i've been slacking too much at home that i dun wanna work!

i'm on leave today!
gonna enjoy the 3 days of holiday before going back to work on tues! :)
supposedly going taiwan but trip got cancelled..
it's ok..
cause singapore is my comfort zone..
hees!!
gonna be heading to ECP later on with dear..
cycling!!
been so long since last cycled..
hopefully i dun fall down! ^^
well dan..
bye!!

yeps..
it's been quite some time since i last posted something..
yes!
i do miss my blog at times! :)
i guess i'm back again cause i just really wanna say sth but there's no where convenient for me to rant..
okays!
so here goes...

i dread going back home early..
or maybe i should say i dread going home when my parents are still awake..
i've reached the point where i dun wanna be home when they are in!
i know i am not all a good daughter or whatsoever..
 no, it's not that i dun love them.
i love them but i hate the naggings..
every time i'm home, i get nagged at/scolded at for sth..
whether is it my fault or not..
it's been donkey years since i last feel like going home early..
that was the time when my maid (in sec sch) was ard..
i'd be home everyday to just sit in the kitchen doing my homework with her doing housework or cooking.. 
that was the time where i am really happy to be home..
someone who i can talk to, someone hu is like my friend..
i really miss those days..
but now, the older i get, the more i dislike coming home..
probably that's y i am always home late..
at times, i'd even rather work!
 i know this kinda thinking isn't right and that i should change or sth..
but..
 i dun think i can change anytime soon..
sorry if i hurt anyone with my thinking but i just wanna let it out..
at least..
 i'll feel better..

enuff of the rantings, on a lighter note, i'm happier now with things nw quieten down..
i'm attached to someone whom i know will really take care of me..
i'm glad that we're together after the 8 yrs of friendship..
i'm happy and that's enuff.. :)
love you dear!