Sunday, March 28, 2021 ♥
That is it! ♥ 12:57 PM
well, i guess its confirmed that he has found someone new..
and it all started back like about 7 months ago or so...
i am so forgettable in people's life!
hahah!
nahhhh.. maybe it just wasnt meant to be.
anyway im happy for him.
better treat the person right.
and so, that's it then!
Tuesday, March 02, 2021 ♥
100% ♥ 11:54 AM
actually, nope.
i tot about the whole thing again and i can proudly say that i have put in all my 100% into the r/s after K.
i guess its just that mindset has changed after being thru so much which is why i would have different reactions to the same scenario at the different point of time..
but self doubting is real....
Monday, March 01, 2021 ♥
KY ♥ 10:39 AM
it's been 5 years.
why am i still missing you after all these time?
tears welled up in my eye while i was thinking...
it shouldnt have happen..
i should have forgotten about you..
why did it still affect me even now？
i noe i have already come to terms with everything..
but why?
why did you decide to leave me for her?
maybe im really not good enough for you...
maybe im really not good enough for everyone...
maybe im never good enough at all...
was it because of you that i felt like i have not been fully putting in my 100% into the r/s after?
if it was you who encountered the scam case, would i still have the same kinda reaction?
now i know, im still broken as fuck..
never fully recovered from anything..
how much time do i really need to get over you fully and completely?
honestly, i do miss you still.