Tuesday, February 21, 2017 ♥
assignment ♥ 6:34 PM
been rushing my 2 assignments over the weekend and managed to get it done before the submission!
happy! :)
and i end up falling ick! coughing and coughing with a little sore throat and fluuuu.. :(
so how, here I am, trying to do my other 2 assignment which is gonna be due on Wed & Thurs.
need my stuff to really do though.. >.<
and.. i think we maybe had some unhappiness.
basically i was unhappy.
i know that i didn't start early, that was my fault.
but i was rushing the 2 assignment the last week and so i did not really have the time to do.
and which for the commercial law, I have only gotten the assignment last sat and the statistic was during last week's lesson.
so yes, i have not touched it yet!
but here i am, already doing the stats which will be due on thursday.
however, for commercial law, i would nid my papers before i could do.
so I'm planning to do tonight actually.
and we have a conversation in the car which, long story short, was that i didn't do my assignment on time and what about my speed of doing my assignment!?
i got it done didn't i?
i'm not gonna argue cause i should have done it early (not sure how early i should have done it -.-")
but whatever the case, dun you think that its unfair for you to say tt?
if you think this is reverse psychology or whatever, it doesn't work.
you dun encourage me on my studies, always asking me to YOLO and now comment about my speed of working?
dun you think that it's unfair? i dun discourage you to do your studying.
maybe you think that im old enuff to know what i should or should not do. yes, i agree but not when you're just gonna spill cold water over me.
maybe u think im over reacting, maybe it's just a small issue.
but NO! whatever reverse psychology doesn't work here!!!
Fuck!
and i really wanna just cry. you dun seem to understand..
it's not funny at all. maybe you are so good at doing what you do. I'm not. I'm not you. you can't use your standards to judge me.
I'm doing the best i can, to juggle work, studies and bf..
but being out of school for so long, i really nid time to adapt..
and sometimes, i think i just wanna give up.. give up on studies.
ah!! continue with assignment..
Friday, February 03, 2017 ♥
studying cause we are good kids ♥ 3:32 AM
OMG!
Just finished reading chapter 2 of my cultural psychology textbk!
Read till wanna slp liaoooo! *yawns*
Both of us are studying for our stuff..
I'm studying for school and baby's studying for work!
The both of us really nid to jia you!
So anyway, I snapped a pic of him trying to dl maple on his com.. :D
Well, basically cause he finished studying first and I was still reading up and somehow gian to play maple.. :P
Now.. I'm just waiting for the download to complete so I can play!!
Too late to start reading on chapter 3..
Shall do it tml!
*ahem* excuses
Wednesday, February 01, 2017 ♥
CNY ♥ 5:37 PM
HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR!
it's the year of the rooster! pok pok kehhhh
wishing everyone abundance of wealth and good health in the new year!
have finally told h when he texted me that day..
so things have officially ended..
well, now i dun have anything to hide from baby.
did tell him and im glad things did not turn out to negatively.
though i did say tt i will accept it if he says he wasn't able to accept what has happened and that im prepared for things to end (worst case scenario), i wasn't actually really hoping for things to go that way..
telling him was to be fair to him and boy am i glad he is still here. :)
for once im scared that he will end the r/s though.. =X
but lucky lucky! ^^
so here i am, blogging while he's studying beside me..
just love being around him though my baby is just so nua..
haha!
nonetheless, still love him. :3
baby, study hard hor!