Thursday, March 06, 2008 ♥
mentally unstable ♥ 12:18 AM
first of all,
there is something not right with him..
lastly,
there is something not right with me..
i dunno wat is wrong.. maybe i do, maybe i dun..
does the problem lies with me? or with him?
he's feeling stress.. from work bahs...
i dun even noe wat is he stress about..
and in the end? we will always quarrel..
i dunno how long this will carry on..
i just hope it will stop now.
sometimes, somehow,
i just get the feeling that he doesn't realli wanna talk to me..
like kinda reluctant..
maybe it's just me..
and sometimes..
i dun understand wat is he thinking..
he can just say something that is so not right and think that it's right..
like last sat..
kenny called and i was talking to him on the phone and after awhile, we hung up..
guess wat he said..?
he said why i talk until to nice to him..
wtf..
where got?
and he just carried on as if nth was said.
i realli wanted to talk back to him..
like how i used to in the past..
but now..?
i can no longer do tt..
i'd rather keep it to myself..
it's not healthy..
i dun wanna do tt too..
but i can't help it..
i'm feeling down..
i realli am..
so?
who'll bother?
it's ok..
i'll try..
to...
forget it bahs..