every morning i dun feel like getting up.. i dun wanna get up and get ready for work.. haa.. =X lazy bug in me begining to get active again.. opps.. anyway, ppl at work was fun.. started answering calls already. ehs.. but i'm still scared of making mistakes lah.. but how can there be no mistakes leh? can't be.. but oh well... =)


went out tt day with kenny and fen.. was damn fun.. it's been so so long since i last had so much fun.. i noe i can always count on them for happy times.. of cuz also sad times lah.. hees..


remembered tt day tt someone owe me underwater world trip.. hmph~ i'll get it back de!!! ok lah.. actually i think my entry rather rubbish.. =X i just kinda feel like updating nia~ sorrie for forcing u all to read such a horrible entry. but i'm sure u all dun mind de lah... RIGHT? =P


somehow, i feel like changing my blogskin.. but dan even if i got the time to do it, i'm kinda lazy though.. see my mood bah~

and yes.. i should have been sleeping now.. but because of sth, i stayed up to wait.. and in the end, i guess it was forgotten. nvm. it's oki. i assured myself tt everything's alright and that i'm just thinking too much. but on the other hand, i can't help but to feel sad. it's like.. i'm becoming invisible bit by bit.. or rather, i think it should be tt i'm becoming less important with each day tt pass by.. at least this is wat i am feeling.. sucky. =( and once again, because of sth small, i feel down and dan, i so feel like crying.. but crying also wun solve anything ma... argh! watever.. i dunno wat to do anymore.

yes! i'm back to update my blog.. not because tt my laptop's working.. just tt.. i feel tt i shld roughly update abit rite? if not i think my blog is like.. SOOO DEAD! >.<


anyway, i'm working at ttsh.. which is tan tock seng hospital.. working as wat? customer service.. it's not really wat i studied but it's ok la.. i'm not an engineering person anyway.. LOL! work's alright la.. beginning to get the hang of it.. but i still make mistakes la! =) anyway, i hope it will be better.. ^-^


and dan, there's another thing.. these few days been feeling lousy.. cried really bad yesterday.. from after work inside the train on the way home.. till late at night, before i sleep.. i realli dunno wat's come over me.. but was just too sad for words last night.. couldn't stop crying.. i tried to stop but soon after, sth triggered me inside and dan i start to cry all over again.. i wish i can shout out loud last night.. but i din.. cause i dun wan my parents to hear me and dan come to me, asking me wat happened.. how am i goin to say to them leh? haiz..


i just hope things will get better.. please please please... >.<

guys, i'm back... but this is just a short entry.. maybe more like a notice..


MY LAPTOP CHARGER SPOILT!! ANYONE WANNA DONATE THEIR TO ME MA? =(


anyway, i'll update properly when laptop's alright..
till then! =)