Tuesday, July 13, 2004 ♥
[::30::] not very happy ♥ 1:33 PM
sad =(
hMm.. in sch now lor.. but dunno y.. i beginning to dun like sch le.. maybe is dun like my class.. i dunno wat happen.. everything changes after the June holiday.. haix.. dan in class.. kept to myself.. no one talk to me anyway.. and i really dunno hu to tok to in class.. bored bored.. they each got their frenz.. shuang shuang dan come find me.. i oso cannot do anything.. haix..
fren dun look like frenz.. haix.. i guess.. now nt onli my sec sch de fren.. even my poly de fren oso like tt.. haix.. it's like wat they say.. true frenz are hard to find..
maybe 1 day, when i realli cannot take it anymore, i will realli juz explode.. let my feelings and tots all out.. but hu can i talk to? haix.. i think & i noe i can realli talk to carlsson.. i noe there are other ppl hu cares for me.. but.. sometimes i juz doubt it.. i dunno wat has come over me.. dunno y am i feeling like this all over again.. it sux.. the feeling sux.. and obviously i sux.. sometimes i dunno how to let ppl noe how i feel.. i write it down.. thrash it out on paper.. save it as my private entry in FOD.. but.. does it realli work? haix.. sad sad..