to give up or stay?
haix.. wat shld i say, let's start from yesterday.. like i said, i went to the Expo to be usher rite? dan hMm.. was alrite lor.. but still tot of him.. dan still felt sad.. =( dan ard 7.15pm like tt we can pack up and leave liao.. but cuz we got the invitations card to go in and eat the dinner dan we went lor.. hMm.. saw President S R Nathan.. but... haix.. i dunno how to comment on the dinner.. it was realli sucki.. it was vegetarien.. nvm.. the food cum SO SLOW! can slp while waiting arx! dan the whole event was oso BORING! haha.. dan b4 the dinner actualli finish, a lot of tables were empty! haha.. ppl left halfway or when the food came too slow.. i think they think tt no more le bahx? hehe.. =) dan got to noe 5 boys.. haha.. all frm RP de.. got 1 is simon de fren wor~ hMm.. they all nt bad la.. i onli talk to 4 of them.. haha! cuz the other one dunno wat to talk.. hehe.. dan exchanged contact with alvin and jimmy.. ok lor.. alvin hao hao kan wor~ haha.. yalun oso nt bad.. keke.. ok.. dan anywae.. 10+ left Expo.. on the way home was quiet.. i was listening to my discman.. =) dan fenfen left.. jiu left me and the 5 guys lor.. lolx! dan before alvin left he ask mi to msg him when i home.. =) sweet~ dan before jimmy left oso ask mi to msg him when i home.. er... nice.. haha.. cannot blame me lah! tio suan by fenfen till i dunno how to respond.. haha.. dan mi and another china guy cuz take till same station dan we chatted a bit lor.. =) home le.. tot of him.. haix.. but of cuz i did msg the 2 guys... ;)
today come sch.. din so qiao c him.. haix.. i dunno la.. my heart is dying.. i dunno whether to give up or continue like this.. haix.. i'm realli at a lost.. >.< see him goin on and offline.. got tt urge to talk to him..but i stopped myself.. i'm afraid tt he would from me irritating.. so.. in the end i refrain myself from talking to him.. >.< i'm sad... sux sux sux.. tell me wat to do...
engineering sci changed grp.. dunno to be happy or sad.. maybe.. due to him.. i'm sad.. hard to cheer up..