Saturday, August 21, 2004 ♥
[::77::] wat is happening..? ♥ 10:12 PM
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i dunno wat's gotten over me.. these few days my mood sarks totalli. it was drastic i tell u. i can be totalli crazy this moment and in the nx i'm like damn easy fed up.. take juz now for example. i realli dunno for wat bloody reason, i cried. i dunno wat has gotten over me. i need counselling.. i need a shrink.
today inside my head, those words/sentences that was said of me kept replaying itself. somehow, maybe i think that those were facts? maybe i'm realli like tt.. juz tt i nv realise it. or maybe i noe? i am realli nt sure. shld be glad i knew it now? least maybe can still change..?
today went to help my parents.. hMm.. was alrite bahx.. had KFC for lunch.. yummy.. it's been sometime since i last ate tt.. haahaa.. pretty yummy. i dunno wat shld i say le..
will it be a nervous breakdown, depression, or juz plain over sensitive? somehow, i realli feel like leaving this world? but dan again, it's nt gonna solve problems.. i shld face up to it and try to overcome it.. rite? haix..
oh.. 1 more thing,, i promised myself tt i wld study. i hope i can keep up to the promise.