Monday, September 06, 2004 ♥
[::90::] counselling.. i need.. ♥ 10:37 AM
figure myself out!
in sch now.. C# was today's module.. basically alrite lahx.. juz tt dunno how to do onli.. die lor.. haix.. >.< i was supposed to be doin work.. i wanted to do work.. but dan.. haix.. dunno.. my mood change.. dramatic.. >.<
alot goin thru my mind now? tot of how useless i am.. how worthless i am.. how outcasted i am.. haix.. i realli dunno myself.. >.< somehow.. i think i realli need counselling.. joined mentoring. but somehow i felt that I need to be mentored more dan they need ppl to mentor them.. haix.. i felt like crying... but.. to cry in sch without any reason.. no bahx.. maybe juz nt in sch.. >.<
haix.. hope i will be ok later.. i realli realli hope so.. *prays* anywae, later gt ivp.. all the best for the boys and girls team.. =) let's hope everything turns out well... haix.. moodless now lahx...