Saturday, March 11, 2006 ♥
what is happening... ♥ 10:57 PM
i dunno what is happening now. somehow, i'm kinda being bothered by it. recently, get very upset easily. even small little things, i couldn't handle. and just when my day was going perfect, it would always end up sad.
somehow, i think i wasn't able to take it. i dun wanna wish to be quarrelling bout every little thing which happened. but... i dunno.. issit me? or.. wat? i'm realli lost now. i dunno what is happening.. evolution? mutation?
and somehow, whenever i talk to him on the phone, i would get fed up easily. not tt i wanted to. ask me why? i'm not even sure of it myself. and just now, we were chatting on the phone. and my moody-ness came back. so i din noe wat to talk & i din realli have the mood for it. i'm starting to have a really bad feeling...
is this... argh~ i just dun have the mood for everything!! i dun wanna be sad almost everyday.. i dun wanna keep trying to please everyone.. i'm tired. i really am. maybe it's time...
but dan again, among these sad thingy, at least there are still some happy things bahx.. at the very least..
maybe some might feel offended/sad after reading.. but that's what i'm feeling.. i'm sorry for everything... thanks to all those hu cared even if it's a bit...
maybe you might feel even more emotional after seeing this.. but... yea.. i oso dun wan you to feel stressed or wat.. take care of urself.. be happy. dun stress so much k?