Saturday, May 27, 2006 ♥
i did it ♥ 8:40 PM
i told him last night. i felt so bad for telling him. but if i dun, he's gonna fall deeper. i believe it's even more painful for him if i drag on longer before telling him. so i choose to tell him. i din wanna drag any longer. i noe it's kinda a bad day to tell him that bahx.. but, i was thinking tt.. i dun wan to spoil his day when he's happy? i dunno whether wat i did was right not. but i did it. can't reverse it. and i think my laptop din agree to me telling him cuz it blackout on me! why must like tt? i already feeling veri guilty le. i'm guilty and sad. haiz.. i tried to give chances before bahx. but i guess, couldn't bahx.. -shrugs- but anywae, i read his blog just now. and guess wat? i teared. i mean.. seeing him so so sad.. i felt really sad & bad. couldn't help it bahz.. and i really hope he's ok. i mean.. i hope things wun be affected much. although it's kinda rubbish for me to say this. haiz. i din wan to hurt anyone but still i did.. >.<
maybe i might say sth wrong over here.. but i dunno.. i'm wishing everything's alrite.. the way it used to be.. maybe..?