Thursday, August 31, 2006 ♥
the call ♥ 11:16 AM
it's 11:11am in the morning when i'm typing this entry.
just hung up the phone with him. i was pissed. i think he was too.
i tot he knew tt i din feel like chatting when he called me earlier on while he was out. because i was giving tt sian sian, dun feel like talking de tone. and dan after he got home, he called me. and obviously i was still giving tt idiotic tone. and after some time, he said my mood affects ppl too. so i noe. and tt's y i had been trying hard not to shout on the phone when he called and i din feel like talking. i din wan to show him i'm pissed? so i asked him issit my fault? he said no. but in a way, he's like.. blaming me for causing him to feel down or watever he's feeling. and he halfway through his sentence. i had wanted so much to ask him to finish it but i just left it dangling there. and dan before hanging up, he told me he isn't blaming me. but u noe, the overall thing just made me feel tt he is and i hung up the phone without saying bye.
so what i'm feeling now might/might not be wat he's feeling. i'm not sure myself. i din wan this to happen. but it just did. maybe i'm thinking too much. maybe.. maybe.. i dun noe wat to do anymore. i think i'm just not me recently. issit..?