Tuesday, August 29, 2006 ♥
something is wrong ♥ 9:40 PM
i can feel it...
there's sth not right between us. even though i think it happens like.. at least twice every year, but i dun wan it to happen. i'm afraid of what will happen. will there be a full-stop? i dun wish to noe and yet i still have to face it. it's not him. it's me. it's always me. it always has been like this. i hate that feeling. things ain't right. i can't even pick up my mood when i'm chatting on the phone with him. i get pissed off easily when i see him. i dunno wat's goin on. but if i dun even noe, i guess he wun even be able to noe. and yet. at the same time, i seem to vaguely noe wat's wrong. it's contradicting. i dun even understand it myself. argh~
i'm sorry for the unhappiness that you felt during this period.on a lighter note, it's really sweet of cherilyn to call me last nite at ard 11:05pm.. this is wat she tells me..
cherilyn: eeling ar? eh, life got pan wei bo.
me: lime?
cherilyn: no. life.
me: lime?
cherilyn: life life. straits times.
me: oh! life. but my house no straits time.
cherilyn: never mind. i help you keep.
me: really ar? thx! cherilyn: ok ok. bye bye.me: bye!
end of our conversation. can u believe it? she called me just to tell mi wilber's on newspaper! *aw* tt's so sweet. thx cherilyn. hehe.. and she said she's gonna give me on fri. woohoo~ but dan since tml got fyp.. i was wondering will she give me tml. hmms.. hehe..
oh. i saw this bag at mini toons. it's nice. at least i think it's nice. i'm pondering whether shld i get it not. but i scared it wun look nice on me.. >.< damnit. i think i'll go see see think think bah..