Tuesday, June 26, 2007 ♥
what i want... ♥ 8:54 PM
it's been SO long since i last update. LOL.. think there's cobweb all over le.. LOL! =P
anyway, been feeling real lousy recently. =( was crying in bed last night. realli feel so lousy.. i dunno what's wrong with me. can anyone tell me? =(
work's alright la. did some wrong things.. dan cause 2 of my colleague to quarrel. i hate it la.. everything's just not right. i guess my negative feeling's coming back again..
and yea.. basically just sad lah.. and things between me and him.. haiz.. sometimes what i wan is sth realli small.. sth i'm sure he can give me.. i just wan some bit of his concern. i noe i got my own temper.. i noe it was kinda my fault tt i nv say anything and sounded moody over the phone. but i din expect him to just hang up the phone.. ok. so he hanged up the phone.. can't i just get a bit of concern from him? i'm not asking him to cheer me up.. just 1 msg to let me noe tt he care? 1 msg to ask me to cheer up, to smile, to not feel unhappy.. tt's enuff le ma.. is wat i wan too much? i'm beginning to feel a small gap between us already. maybe he grown up and i'm still a little kid? i dunno? he's not treating me the same anymore.
i'm unhappy... i wanna cry.. i wanna shout out everything.. we've been together so long le, he should have understand me le bah... right? or am i just tt hard to understand?