Wednesday, October 03, 2007 ♥
everything's not right ♥ 10:50 PM
i dunno wat's goin on..
we've been getting into quarrels/arguements so easily.. i dunno wat is happening..
am i the one hu caused it?
or maybe.. like one of my friend say.. maybe he went in army and became mature while i remain being the immature one.. is tt the case?
been feeling really really lousy..
or maybe.. i forgot how to actually communicate with ppl already?
i realised.. i've been bottling up whatever i feel inside me.. y can't i just let it out anymore? i noe in the past i wasn't like this.. and i was so much happier..
i guess things changed..
i'm feeling really really upset..
being emotional?
and dan, i came home to find my room being invaded AGAIN! i've only got my bed back for 1 wk and now it's gone again.. i wonder this time how long will it be.. will it break the 3mths record? but i'm really irritated with it already!! + today i'm not in a gd mood. fuck.
and lastly, i came home and found out tt my father injured his eye during work. i hear le so heart pain.. i wonder how is he cause when i came home he was already sleeping.. but i can see tears at the corner of his eye. i hope it's not serious.. but mummy say tt the metal thingy which hurt him, hurt his 'yan mo'.. argh!! everything's not alright..
oh.. i just found out tt my grandparents were here cause they send my father home. so maybe i can't realli be upset or wat bahs...? i dunno lah..
i wanna SHOUT! i wanna shout out LOUD!
i wanna noe wat's wrong with me..