i've been 'nagged' to update my blog.. yes.. it's been some time already. i noe..


anyway, because there's nothing much happening in my life so there's nothing really much to blog about.. although.. i'm feeling not myself recently..


well, i'm so emotional recently.. can i say tt it is emotional or...? because i've been feeling sad so often and mainly for no reason. the feeling just comes and it comes so naturally.. i dunno what's wrong either.. so when the feeling of saddness comes, i will have the sudden urge to cry.. it's happening too frequently recently and some part of me thinks that i'm really not well.. maybe i should go see dr.. psy dr? i dunno.. or maybe i'm just over-reacting..? maybe it's just that my brain is too lazy to really think and dig out an ans for me feeling sad.. i really hate it lah.. sometimes when it happens i just hate myself. haiz.. and i noe that dear's been tolerating with it for some time already.. i'm not sure how much longer can he take.. haiz..


other dan that, work is alright other than this toopid person who called and i happen to ans the call tt day..
he called and started to talk in a very rude tone. said that he wanted to ask a simple question.. ok.. so i ans him and he ask me another thing.. and than he ask y was he referred to another place if this solution is possible. i tried explaining to him but he just cut me off halfway and repeated his question. if he dun let me finish explaining, how can he noe what i'm trying to say? toopid man. still say i dun understand. f***. i think he is the one who cannot understand.
i hate those ppl who just called and started scolding ppl without telling wat's happening. no head no tail.. how do they expect us to know? sometimes just feel like scolding them back. but can't.. really really wish that they can come and experience the work one day & let them be scolded by others. how will they feel? they just think bout themselves. wat bout the others?


f***ing asshole.




opps. sorrie.