Wednesday, August 05, 2009 ♥
meetups with baby's friend ♥ 10:35 PM
these 2 days been going town with baby..
it's not like a shopping trip with baby..
more of a meeting up his friend trip..
he can meet his friend till late and go home on a weekday..
but with me he'll just wan to go home..
i noe i shouldn't feel this way..
but whenever he has his friends with him,
when he's not bored or sth..
he'll not look for me..
and at times..
somehow or other,
i feel like i'm a spare tyre..
um..
should be just me lahs..
i'm guessing, praying, hoping tt this is not wat baby thinks..
but i still have to accept it lahs.. =)
as in..
accepting tt he still wun look for me when he's with his friend..
already one-third getting used to it le..
today ate dinner with his friend..
we were joking bout 10 bowls of porridge, getting fat and..
ditching me..
i noe it was meant as a joke..
but i couldn't help but think...
has baby ever tot of it..?
as in..
ditching me or sth..
cause he was joking along also..
ums..
and he din help me at all when i got 'suan' by his friend..
hmph~
i'm really ok lahs..
just tt..
i guess it's just me la..
rite?
i'm just feeling down these few days..
not sure why..