it's not fair.
NOT FAIR!
but life's never fair anyway.
y is it tt he dun like me having last min planning but for him to have any last min planning is ok.
he said he dun like last min things..
dan does tt mean i like?
furthermore is something tt was already planned beforehand but he choose to only tell me at the very last min.
he said he forgot about it..
so i assume it's ok if i tell him i forgot bout it the next time i have sth on..
anyway we had a small quarrel over it over the phone..
it's not saying tt he can't go..
not asking him to cancel it for anything but..
i just want him to understand tt since he dun like last min things,
dun expect me to like it either..
but anyway,
was actually initially thinking of looking for him after work.
but i guess dun need to already.
just stay home and rest bahs.


and i'm in a bad mood since last night..
last night was cause after elise wedding,
he kept asking me how to go home.
dan after tt keep asking me if i can go home alone..
said ok le dan he tell mi dun give him tt kind of face..
cause i dun always mean wat i say..
dan he just walk off.
@ the bus stop,
nv tell me anything also..
dan just 'shouted' at me saying 'call lah! wat u waiting?'
how was i supposed to know i was supposed to call cab when he nv say anything?
or maybe i'm just stupid lah..
anyway took cab.
drop him off first before i went home..
i noe he did ask me if i wanted him to send me home first.
but i kept rejecting..
cause previously on the way to the taxi stand he already said tt he has to work tml and i dun..
and he has to wake up early cause he works at 8am.
since already say till like tt,
dan he go home first bah.
when he left the cab,
the taxi driver was very shocked.
and he ask how come he went off first?
he tot i was dropping off first..
and said tt i should be dropping off first instead of him.
so wat can i do other dan just smile to him very tired-ly with abit of saddness?
but i just said tt it's ok lahs..
cause attended friends wedding..


anyway ignore me lah..
just in a really bad mood..
somemore seriously lack of slp..