Monday, May 03, 2010 ♥
breakdown ♥ 1:09 AM
home now..
can say tt i've somehow cooled down le..
but still...
=(
baby said he'd sent me home.
hearing it made me feel happy..
but halfway,
i still came home myself..
cab home just now but din go straight home when i reach..
cause was really feeling too upset.
sat downstairs and breakdown..
cause i dun wan to come home with tears on my face or anything..
i said everything to baby..
but still,
not saying i dun trust him but..
everything he promised me,
all nv happen..
he promised me he will quit smoking..
did he?
no.
i noe it takes time..
but..
the time given is not enuff yet?
he promised me he will get home early..
but till now,
he's still at there..
promise is a really sensitive word..
if you dun intend to keep it,
dun say it..
cause i dun wan to end up feeling upset all over again..
and if u said it with the intention to keep it,
please keep it..
i'm really in a super duper lousy mood..
i noe wat i wrote might offend ppl..
dun mean it but..
it's wat i'm really feeling..
sorry if i really did offend anyone..
it's late in the night.
i'm breaking down again.
shit.
=(