Thursday, July 15, 2010 ♥
i love you, but.. ♥ 11:14 PM
i find myself asking..
why am i always giving in to you?
why do i place you as my top priority?
why do i do the things i do for you?
why do i care so much about you?
why do i cry alone when i'm really upset..
why do i have to care wat you think?
there's so many 'whys' in my mind..
i guess is just goes down to a very simple answer..
cause i love you.
but dan..
doing so much,
what do i really get?
i dun feel appreciated,
i dun feel that i'm important to you in any way,
i dun feel really loved,
i dun feel pampered by you anyway,
seriously hope that you can really control your temper..
you lose your temper when i dun reply your msg in time..
what bout me?
should i lose my temper at you when you dun reply my msg in time too?
must i really throw everything back at you before you will know how i always feel?
i am just tired of always giving in to you.
always hoping for sth which will nv happen..
always hoping that you'll change for me..
always hoping that you'll understand what it feels like without throwing everything back to you..
HAA!
after all these times,
i think i'm dreaming..
i guess i'm not that important to you to make you change for me.
i guess maybe probably the one in your heart is not me.
if you think everything i say is wrong,
PROVE IT!
i really wan to noe wat's inside your heart.
you never tell me how you feel and when i try to communicate,
at times you'll avoid my questions.
i dunno wat to do anymore.
i hope things aren't too late yet.
seriously, i really hope things will get better..
with sch started,
our time together has become lesser..
i'm afraid..