Thursday, July 08, 2010 ♥
what am i to you? ♥ 12:11 AM
i've got so many things on my mind..
but i dunno how to say it..
somehow i'm just tired..
not physically but more to mentally tired..
y can you ignore me the whole day and just contact me when u think of me or nid me to do sth or sth..
it's just tt..
i dunno how to say it lahs..
just..
honestly i dun feel appreciated..
honestly i feel terrible when i'm being left out of your world the whole day except before you go to bed..
honestly i just want to know that i mean sth to you cause somehow i feel like i can be thrown away easily..
honestly i just feel like crying..
maybe it's me being emo..
but dan again..
how would you feel if you're me?
somehow at times..
i dun feel like i'm your gf..
rather, i feel more like your friend
please consider..
is this how you'd treat your gf?
or maybe..
compared to others in your life, in your heart, i'm just nt tt important..
y am i always getting all the attitudes and all..
i'm seriously mentally tired..
our relationship..
does it mean anything to you?
sch's starting real soon..
next week..
there wun be much time for us to spend together..
and with my sat being taken up for classes..
will things change..?
for better or for worst?
if i really mean anything to you..
prove it. dun say it cause ppl can say anything but dun mean it..
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!