Sunday, August 29, 2010 ♥
how long more? ♥ 2:46 PM
i dunno how long i can take it anymore..
i wonder if i can hold out long enuff..
i dun feel tt i'm given a 100%..
at times it just feels 50%..
i feel more like a friend..
a friend hu occassionally hold hands, hugs and meeting up every sat..
i guess i'm emo-ing again..
realised i've got alot of emo post ever since..
friends always tell me i'm taken for granted..
always telling me to leave..
seriously i can't do it..
cause i noe this means alot to me..
but i dunno how long more i can take it..
i just wanted to be treated like i'm someone impt..
at the very least not some invisible person..
it's been quite some time since i feel that i'm impt..
just saying all these,
i dun think it's enuff to convince anyone..
but..
if u put urself in my shoe to experience wat i've been experiencing,
what i've been putting up with..
maybe you'll understand..
not saying i'm perfect..
no one is..
but somehow..
i'm tired..
feeling tired and then..
was listening to this particular song and somehow it brought tears to my eye..
i guess the chorus really hits me..
你笑著說他是朋友 但你眼中太溫柔
我的不安那麼沉重 只有你不懂
他霸佔了你的心中屬於我的角落
所以你說我們不是你和我
是我想太多 你總這樣說 但你確沒有真的心疼我
是我想太多 我也這樣說 這是唯一能安慰我的理由
oh~
他霸佔了你的心中屬於我的角落
所以你說我們不是你和我
是我想太多 你總這樣說 但你確沒有真的心疼我
是我想太多 我也這樣說 這是唯一能安慰我的理由
我想我沒有錯怪了什麼 雖然你不說
都是錯在我 太晚我才懂爱了你太多
oh~
是我想太多 你總這樣說 但你確沒有真的心疼我
是我想太多 我也這樣說 這是唯一能安慰我的理由
and wat if i say..
somehow my friend seem more like my bf..?