Saturday, August 14, 2010 ♥
no chatting ♥ 12:28 AM
I nv like spending so little time with baby..
so.. especially when sch has started..
no time with baby..
cause he dun initiate to meet on weekdays :(
and on the only day which we meet, sat, i'm having lesson..
so all in all, on sat, my total time of meeting him is only 4 hrs..
especially sad when he doesn't want to meet on sun..
feels like he can do without meeting me but i can't..
i tried to get used to it..
but it's not really coming along well..
at times, i feel like i can be cast aside & easily retrieved whenever he likes..
the feeling is TERRIBLE.
i so wanna meet him everyday..
but he doesn't..
and then at the end of this,
i'll still feel like i'm nothing to him.
there's definitely no problem without me..
so sad..
and plus..
the times when we chat has been lesser and lesser..
he doesn't chat as much as the past nowadays.. as in..
before we slp..
nowadays he'd just say he's tired and he's going to slp.
1 sentence from him to stop us from chatting when i've been waiting the whole day just for that miserable few mins..
really feel very upset..
like how i'm feeling now..
:(