Friday, November 19, 2010 ♥
if ♥ 9:10 PM
since the quarrel tt sat night,
i've been thinking..
if being with me brings you tt much sufferings, what's the point in being together still?since the quarrel tt sun,
i've been thinking..
is tt the impression that i'm giving you all along? if so, why are we still together?sometimes i realli dunno wat you're thinking..
i could try and guess but you do noe that there are times when i would not have guessed it correctly.
i dunno how much i can realli take when we've been quarrelling over small issues and with you refusing all my explanations and even doubting me..
i dun wan to be ur anger outlet.
i dun see why I can't go out with friends to relax when i'm feeling down..
you shld noe that my friends are really limited..
i'm not you..
if you wan me to cut off my friends,
sorry but i cannot do it anymore..
i cut off myself from my friends in the past so as to be able to spend time with you every now and then..
but this time ard,
i'm going to keep my friends..
because of the many things i did for you, what did i get eventually?
sometimes i'm really tired..
i hope u understand..
i'm still a girl and i nid company.
i nid your company but i'm only getting one-seventh of it..
not saying it has to be everyday but i only have saturdays..
sunday is reserved for your slp..
at times i wonder is ur slp more impt that you can forgo me but not ur slp..
i might be wrong in saying all these.
please enlighten me..
i'm just an ordinary girl wanting to be pampered, to be loved, to feel like i am someone to you.
i guess i've been repeating all these so much..
but everything is still the same..
will changes appear?