Sunday, March 27, 2011 ♥
all negative thoughts ♥ 11:30 AM
these few weeks..
even though we got back together..
yes, initially was fine, everything was alright..
but why is it that recently, there's so much things?
i dunno if it's me hu is thinking too much or whatever reason..
i just feel that his temper is coming back bit by bit..
though probably i shld be partially to blame cause i couldn't control my temper anymore..
but at other times, i just feel that i feel like a convict,
being question for everything..
and dan somehow it seems nth is right..
why why why?
can someone please tell me?
yes, i noe some would have said 'i told you' or probably 'its ur choice'..
i noe ppl told me and i noe its my choice..
so i would only blame myself..
hais..
he sees sth on my com which he doesn't like..
he doesn't even tell me even when he has already show a super black face..
even when i ask him, he would just say nth..
and even though his face and actions already hint that he IS unhappy..
furthermore i saw what he saw..
sometimes i just want him to tell me wat is it..
i just wan to hear it from him but no..
nth ever comes out..
actions & face shows though..
why do i always feel upset when i'm in a relationship with him?
why do i always have negative thoughts & feelings?
why must it always?
sometimes i dunno wat is it tt he wants or probably wat is it tt i wan..
or maybe...
we are just not meant to be together..?