Monday, March 25, 2013 ♥
weekends and msg ♥ 10:05 AM
dear dear bought us 3DS XL over the weekend! :D
he got the blue while i got the red..
and we managed to have our mario kart showdown!
which comes as no surprise that i lost! =P
anyway, he had to leave me on sun bout 5+pm to do work in his camp..
be he came back for me around 12+midnight.. :)
love all his little little gestures..
watched a couple of episodes of Big Bang Theory before going to slp..
and probably before we went to bed, i might have said sth wrong with regards to instagram and stuffs..
hais..
anyway we didn't quarrel just prob not talking much like we normally do..
when it came to morning, all looks fine! :)
but when he said that he forgot to bring his phone along with him and he was on his way back to take it,
i looked at the phone out of curiosity..
though i told myself that i probably shouldn't do tt..
still did it anyway..
and saw that msg to his wife.. ..
saying sth bout him closing a deal and would give him an amt of money by certain mth..
and that's when it all sets in..
i noe i shouldn't be feeling this way but dan again, i feel as though things that he doesn't tell me, he is telling her..
think it's like probably he wanna settle everything amicably with her..
but from my point it always look different..
and dan somehow i feel like i'm nth..
i noe that isn't true but still..
can't help tt feeling tt i'm having.......
and than, i have this thought bout what he says bout the signing of the papers...
can i believe that?
i noe that if he noes what i'm feeling he'll be upset and probably might think that seems as though what he did is nth..
it's not true..
whatever he did means sth..
but just tt...
cause of all these things...
i really dunno wat to do anymore..
i should not let him noe...
rite?