Wednesday, April 24, 2013 ♥
possessive ♥ 4:02 PM
dear dear just dropped me a msg saying he's not meeting me till fri..
and dan i felt kinda upset.. :(
i think i'm becoming to be such a possessive gf that i only want him all to myself..
which means if possible...
no night training
no duty
no going out without me
no meeting whoever
no leaving me halfway for others
no meeting friends
which is kinda not possible given that i noe how popular he is with everyone..
and that he always accompanies me...
which means i can't be so selfish..
but this is just how reasonable i am turning to be..
i hate myself for feeling this way..
but maybe i'm feeling lonely and i seriously hate tt!
wat should i do?
i will still let him go with his friends, for his training, for his duties, for whoever he is meeting cause it isn't right to be suffocating him...
but how would i feel?
anyway i shld change my thoughts..
should be more generous..
:(
can i do it...?