Sunday, February 24, 2019 ♥
lost. confused. broken ♥ 3:01 AM
lost - i've lost my precious smile
confused - i'm confused. what should i do? how should i react? what else can i do?
broken - is this all worth it? will you come back or leave me for good?
the one thing i know definitely, i've lost any reason to smile. every smile that i show now, it all seems fake. im faking it. because at the end of the day, the moment im left alone, all the thoughts starts flooding back. floodgate opens and all my hidden emotions all gushes back in. i used to smile everywhere i go. now, even the company's security guard ask why am i upset? on the other hand, is it that obvious?
i am really at a lost.
please tell me what i should do?
but then again, all those that people wanna tell me, deep down i already know. i guess, i am still at the state of denial. :(
get me out. please.
im broken into pieces, stepped on and it turns into dust. and now, the wind has blown most parts away. how can i get them back?