Monday, April 29, 2019 ♥
to hold? to let go? ♥ 12:11 PM
maybe being alone is better.
this way, there will be no hurts, no tears.
is it time for me to let go?
to let go and understand that he probably will nv come back.
deep down i think i noe it better than anyone else, even himself.
a part of me wants to hold on to this.
another part of me just wanna let go of all this pain.
will i regret if i hold on?
will i regret if i let go?
i love him so much but at the end of the day, whatever i have gotten at the end of all this is just not worth it all.
even if i say it's not worth it, i still cant. i cant.
but maybe he has already decided on his decision.
texted him in the morning but there wasnt any reply.
maybe he doesnt wanna reply me anymore..
ive cried so much, till i have no tears left.
and yet, the tears somehow crept out at different timing, different places.
sometimes feel the need to cry for no reasons.
even when im not thinking about anything.
im not going into depression am i?