Thursday, June 13, 2019 ♥
walk away? ♥ 11:45 AM
maybe its time for me to let go.
am i able to let go of you?
you have always decided to let me go.
im always to choice to be let go.
maybe it also says sth about how you felt for me.
its tearing me inside and yet i could not even show it.
i could not even let go of my emotions, to just cry it out.
to a point, i dun even dare to cry.
im scared of what you will tell me if you saw me crying, if you know i cried.
you would probably say that it adds on to the pressure you felt.
what about all that I am feeling?
why is it all about you and how you felt?
when you could not take it, you cast me aside.
so.. what am i?
it's fine. i will keep all my emotions hidden.
since it bothers you.
maybe it's time to walk away.
but my feet, my heart, doesnt wan to..
even though my brain says i should most probably walk to save myself from all the heartaches.
you most probably will not see this.
but,
bb, i love you.
bb, i miss you so much.